Tips
Mar 31, 2021 13:07
I can’t stop secretly checking my papa’s phone. After he once lied and told me he wasn’t seeing any other girls and that I shouldn’t either (when in fact, he was seeing someone else), I started looking through his phone while he’s asleep. I found out about the lie by accidentally seeing his phone. Ever since then, I’ve become suspicious of him and can’t stop checking.
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Maybe I can’t stand pretending I don’t know he’s seeing other girls, because it makes me feel like I’m being deceived.
I look because I want to know what my papa is up to—or whether I should think, “Oh, he’s cheating again.” If there’s no communication with anyone else, that makes me happy too.
If I look through his messages and he seems to be having more fun with another girl, maybe I start thinking, “I can’t take this anymore. I should break up with him.”
My papa is planning to rent an apartment for me starting next month. We’ll see each other about twice a week. Is it wrong to look through the phone of such a generous (well-paying) supporter? I do like him, and he tells me, “We’re in a relationship. I don’t cheat.”
That’s exactly why, if he’s been having a serious affair behind my back—if something worse is going on than before—I want to break up with him immediately… Is it strange to think this way?
I’d appreciate hearing the opinions of people who have experienced papa-katsu (compensated dating in Japan).
