I always end up binge-eating after papa-katsu (compensated dating in Japan).

Today, I bought a cup of Donbei noodles, yakisoba, potato chips, and Jagarico from the convenience store near my home and devoured them all. Now I’ve even ordered Sukiya’s takana-mentai beef bowl on Uber Eats... Even if I go to a fancy dinner and eat until I’m full, receive a generous allowance, or have a papa (a male supporter) who is incredibly kind, I always end up binge-eating after going to a hotel and parting ways. As a result, I’ve gained 3 kg... I’m afraid my papas will drop me if this continues. However, I’ve never had a problem with overeating or binge-drinking before, so I don’t understand why I’m behaving this way. I currently have five papas and earn around ¥1 million a month in allowance through papa-katsu (compensated dating in Japan) two or three times a week (hotel dates, with contraception required). One of them is an unhygienic and difficult man, but the other four are all genuinely gentlemanly. Could my mental health be suffering in exchange for the money? I want to stop this binge-eating cycle.