I’m the one who asked a question earlier. Sorry for asking so many questions.

Simply put, I’d like to make ¥1 million a month. But realistically, having ten papas who each pay ¥100,000 a month is about my limit. Getting ¥1 million from one person would mean a romantic arrangement, which would involve pretending to have feelings. I’m scared of being told, “If you really love me, then you don’t need an allowance, right?” More than that, I don’t think I could keep up the act despite taking on that risk. With a no-money, romantic arrangement, I feel you only get there after investing far more time and effort than the money is worth—things like living together and spending lots of time dating. Rather than trying to beat out a lot of strong competitors, I’d rather choose a stable 10 × 10 arrangement. I’ve had experience being supported with the last few million yen a financially struggling papa (a male supporter) had because he was genuinely in love with me, so I feel I understand how things progress toward a serious romantic attachment. To sum up, high-paying papas aren’t exactly everywhere, and winning one over isn’t easy. If a generous (well-paying) papa is defined as someone who provides at least ¥500,000 a month for over a year, I think the percentage of papa-katsu girls receiving that kind of support is extremely low. When I asked about the characteristics of girls who receive that level of support, I got the impression that they aren’t celebrities, and aren’t necessarily exceptionally beautiful—more ordinary-looking, perhaps. They seem to live with their papa, show a lot of affection, and create the impression that they wouldn’t be able to survive without their generous papa. I was approached by someone who seemed likely to become a generous papa, but I turned him down because I was afraid he would demand that I not see any other papas, suspect me of cheating, or suddenly cut me off. A generous papa may look like a godsend from the outside, but doesn’t the risk seem too high in reality? (This excludes the rare papas who provide ¥500,000 or more a month while allowing you to see other papas.) (I can’t do sex work because it’s too physically demanding.)