I asked a question here before.

Thank you for your answers. From a papa’s perspective, saying how many men I see probably makes a bad impression, but since this is anonymous, I’ll be honest. I see 12 papas at 30,000 yen per meeting, each about once a month. I also see four men each at 40,000–50,000 yen per meeting, once or twice a month, though those arrangements are quite likely to end. I take proper precautions and get tested regularly. I think many other girls are seeing even more men and simply don’t mention it. Otherwise, there would be no point in doing this. When you’re young, you naturally want to earn and save as much as possible while working a regular job or attending school. Personally, the men who pay 30,000 yen per meeting seem to be cutting things pretty close, since most of them only see me once a month. I do know that some of them are also having first meetings with other girls. In fact, I encourage my papas to meet other girls. I’m confident they’ll come back to me in most cases after seeing the alternatives. I actually want them to get overcharged and come back feeling like they wasted their money… lol From what I hear, the other girls often ask for more—usually 20,000 yen for tea or a meal. But after considering the content of the meeting, the time involved, and their appearance as a whole, most of them come back to me. My weakness is that I can’t do the romantic act. The men who pay 40,000 or 50,000 yen per meeting are the opposite: most see me twice a month. My impression is that they get really into someone at first, but are also quick to cut things off. That’s only natural, since the higher the allowance, the more women they attract. I’ve never had a relationship that felt like we were truly in love. If someone supported most of my living expenses, I think I could come to genuinely like him—even if I had to pretend at first. There was an older man who wanted a romantic relationship with me despite only giving me 30,000 yen once a month, and that was simply too much. He used to go to host clubs but can’t anymore. Because he had spent millions of yen back then and received romantic attention in return, he expected me to do the same for just 30,000 yen a month… What I’m wondering is this: I see girls on Twitter, including some cabaret hostesses, and I can believe that a few of the flashy, wealthy types really do have generous (well-paying) papas or customers. But can people really find that many men who are called generous papas or big-spending regulars? I always think that if I want a present, I should give one first. I’ve even given papas presents worth tens of thousands of yen, but I’ve never received anything in return. If anything, they seemed to feel burdened and disappeared. I’m frugal myself, so I understand why papas want to spend as little as possible. But even when I wasn’t acting romantic, one man who genuinely fell for me and loved me helped me a lot when I was a student. Now that I’m working, and since he also has less financial room, his support went from 150,000 yen a month to 30,000 yen. The most I’ve ever received from one person in a month was 150,000 yen per meeting. At the time, I was a student, so instead of working part-time, I spent time with him nearly every day, including going out for meals. I think it was reasonable under those circumstances. But girls who receive 300,000, 500,000, or even 1,000,000 yen a month—are they truly that good at conversation, or are they exceptionally beautiful? I honestly can’t figure it out… Compared with my teens and early twenties, I’m much more polished now. In papa-katsu (compensated dating in Japan), I’ve become the kind of person who appeals to a much wider range of men. When I was a teenager, I wasn’t very polished yet, so I was the type that some men became obsessed with, while others weren’t interested at all. I also had more free time, so I spent it going out for meals with them every day. I suppose it was only natural for them to get attached. When I was a student, simply being taken out for a meal felt like having an ideal supporter, so I would even go without an allowance, lol. That was probably part of what made them get attached. As a result, I gained a huge amount of weight. I obviously can’t do that anymore, though. lol I ended up writing down everything I was thinking in the middle of the night, so I’m sorry this became so long. At the moment, I’m doing papa-katsu through repeat meetings on a pay-per-meeting basis, in a transactional relationship that’s basically like being a friend with benefits. Receiving a large allowance every month or getting designer gifts worth hundreds of thousands of yen is still a dream of mine, but I’ve given up on it. My current goal is to develop sensible spending habits and save enough money that I’ll be able to live even after quitting papa-katsu. I’m simply still wondering whether men who really give women hundreds of thousands of yen every month actually exist.