I’d like to express my gratitude.

The fact that you’re able to feel grateful suggests you’re probably not a difficult person. There’s a word called “diversity.” I learned it recently—if you put it in SMAP terms, I guess it’s something like “The One and Only Flower in the World.” Having a pronounced jaw is generally unpopular, but you might still land a good papa (a male supporter) by becoming a master of oral skills. Even if you have a small chest and an average-looking face and only rank in the standard class at Universe, you still have a chance of finding a good papa who pays 5 per meeting—especially if you don’t have bangs. Even if the difference between your height and weight is around 100, you can still receive offers in places like Osaka. Keep moving forward. I’m sure there’s a place where someone will understand you.

It’s pretty rare for someone to be turned down for an interview. Did you perhaps repeatedly miss scheduled interviews without contacting them? Even in that case, they would probably tell you, “This is your last chance.” So there must have been something leading up to your rejection. Since they couldn’t know you were a problematic person based on your application alone, that’s about all I can think of. 追加: > So there was a rule that people who had been rejected in the past couldn’t apply again? I think it depends on why you were rejected. You describe yourself as a “problematic person,” so did you perhaps verbally abuse the staff during your previous interview? If so, it may be difficult. But if you were rejected for a reason such as weighing over 100 kg, then you might be able to apply again if you could say something like, “I’ve lost a significant amount of weight—now I’m in the 50-kg range.” > I had fun interacting with everyone. Were you someone who had posted a question in the question box? Even if you say you interacted with everyone, I’m not sure who you are.