I’ve finished saving enough to repay my student loans. Since I’m planning to end my life soon anyway, I’m thinking of spending all the modest savings I desperately built up by opening my legs just to survive. What do you think would be a meaningful way to spend it?
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I no longer feel like becoming beautiful or traveling or anything like that.
Nothing tastes good no matter what I eat, and nothing moves me no matter what I see.
Ah, so because JASSO scholarships are forgiven if the borrower dies, you mean you’re planning to spend the money you saved for repayment before ending your life?
You might change your mind, or the attempt might not be fatal, so rather than spending it, you should use it to make an early repayment.
That might change the way you see the world.
And you wouldn’t have to burden anyone else.
Marika
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How about getting a qualification for your future?
You repaid your student loans even though you’re planning to end your life? If you don’t need the money anymore, why not give it to your siblings or parents as a way of saying thank you for everything?
I don’t think your parents brought you into this world so you could do something like that, but throwing away all their hardships in an instant makes you a horrible person.
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For now, congratulations on paying everything off in full.
After that, I think it would be good to return to being an ordinary girl and gradually regain a normal sense of things.
I think your heart is simply worn down, so even if you have no interest in it at all, try taking lots of hot springs or baths. At home, add rock salt or Kneipp bath salts to the tub, or wash your body with salt to cleanse yourself. (´・ω・｀)
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I’m planning to end my life, but I’m still thinking about paying back my student loans.
If nothing tastes good and nothing moves you anymore, I think donating the money somewhere would be more meaningful.
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