The allowance is very generous—so generous I can hardly talk about it. But I’m made to wear something with a toy-like tail attached at the back, my nose is blocked, a long toy is put in my mouth, and I’m choked during it.
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I can’t move my hands or legs, so it’s nothing but painful. I just endure it, waiting for it to end. I’m also made to perform oral sex while my stomach is being slapped.
I vomit several times before everything is over.
Afterward, he becomes very gentle again.
But I have bruises, my whole body hurts, and I can’t stop crying on the way home.
Still, the money is so good that I can’t quit.
What should I do?
I’m Dai, a male member.
If the allowance is exceptionally generous, it naturally may mean the other person has greater expectations as well.
I think it’s best to decide after considering the balance between the allowance and any unusual preferences involved.
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If it leaves you feeling completely stripped of your dignity as a person, I’d end it.
Thinking that “he’s kind once it’s over” is disgusting—that’s the very definition of a pathetic, delusional man.
I think you should walk away before it destroys you in other ways too.
You don’t need to get used to this, find it comfortable, or let it make you think this kind of behavior is normal.
Akari
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> “I can’t stop crying on the way home.”
If that’s how you feel, you should probably stop seeing him. No matter how generous the allowance is, it will wear you down emotionally.
I think it’s fine to put up with it only as long as the allowance makes it worth it. But if that’s too difficult, you should end things with that man and find someone who offers a more ordinary allowance.
At the very least, you should see someone who doesn’t leave you in tears.
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I’m Date◎Yume, a male member.
> The allowance is quite good.
That’s just how the world works. The rest depends on how you look at it.
The decision is yours!
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I’m Aya, a female member.
That sounds awful… If it were me, I’d quit. Don’t you always feel depressed before meeting him? I think you’d feel so much better if you stopped.
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I’m Ayase Nana (*^^*)
When the allowance is good, you end up putting up with things, don’t you?
It would be a little tough if I couldn’t move my arms or legs. I’d hate getting a cramp, too. And as for being injured or having my stomach hit, I’d be like, “Please, give me a break.”
Questioner—aren’t you talking about getting spanked?
I can tolerate everything else, but if we’re doing AF, I need to be told in advance because I have to prepare and clean myself anally.
How about using a gentle tap on the shoulder as your danger signal? You can’t exactly speak up in that situation.
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I’m in Seattle.
Bruises are definitely a problem. Maybe staring at your bankbook for an hour will make them go away.
If I were in your position, I might decide to put up with it for no more than a year.
To make sure things don’t turn into an accident, agree on a danger signal beforehand—like stopping immediately if you shout “Doraemon.”
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