He gives me the lowest allowance among all my monthly arrangements, and his breath smells the worst.
I don’t want to go. I don’t want to go, I don’t want to see him, I don’t want to go. No, no, no. No, no. Train, don’t come.
But I have no money, so I have no choice but to meet him.
For the money. For the money. This is for the money.
Once I’ve saved enough, I want to block that old man immediately and erase even this experience from my memory.
I hate the idea of going so much that I’ve started crying.
Once I meet him, I can just empty my mind until it’s over, but getting to that point is really hard.
How do you all stay motivated to meet your papas?
I’m Taro, a male member.
If you can keep doing it despite hating it that much, you might be better off working in the adult entertainment industry—you’d probably be able to save money faster.
Before worrying about motivation, I feel you should reconsider your career path.
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I’m Date◎Yume, a male member.
You don’t need to force yourself to stay motivated. I think it’s better not to push yourself.
A relationship should benefit both people...
Given your current situation, it seems like it’s only causing you pain, without offering any real benefits.
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I’m Aya, a female member.
I can only continue seeing a papa (a male supporter) if he keeps me motivated.
If it’s really that painful, I’m worried it could lower your self-esteem and leave a major negative impact on your life later on.
Rather than focusing on papas you dislike, I think it would be a better strategy to concentrate on appealing to the papas you feel neutral about—or even like—and aim to become a favorite of the ones you like, so you can negotiate a higher allowance. That way, you won’t have to force yourself to meet people you dislike. Good luck.
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