Before I die, I want to experience a normal relationship that isn’t papa-katsu (compensated dating in Japan), even just once... I want to date someone who genuinely cares about me, not someone who only wants my body. I want to stay over at his place, hold hands, and fall asleep talking about silly things—have the kind of relationship that fulfills my heart even without sex... But I’m just a piece of shit who’s only ever had sex with older men in exchange for money, so I have no right to want that, and there’s no man who would truly care about someone like me, right?

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