My boyfriend told me I seem experienced in bed.

I’m a 25-year-old woman who, having had no romantic experience, gave my virginity to someone I met on universe and has been doing club activities for over three years since then. I’ve only had two boyfriends in the past, and I’ve never had a one-night stand with a younger man (outside the club). So when I had just started dating my boyfriend, I would get so nervous during even a kiss that I’d freeze up, and he said that was really cute. However, when we actually became intimate, I tried stimulating his chest, my voice was loud, and I may have reacted a little too enthusiastically—in other words, I tried too hard—and he told me I seemed experienced. My first ex-boyfriend had said the same thing, so I suppose it’s true. He had treated me very carefully until we became intimate for the first time, so he also seemed shocked when he said I seemed experienced… I started wondering if this is the price I’m paying for repeatedly doing papa-katsu (compensated dating in Japan), even though I’ve always taken romance seriously. (That said, it gave me more financial freedom and made me start taking better care of my appearance, so I don’t regret doing papa-katsu at all.) I won’t tell him about my papa-katsu and will take it to my grave. Still, I wonder if men can really see through these things. When I think back to how he used to call me cute and praise me for being inexperienced at romance, it makes me feel sad. This may be slightly off-topic, but I’m worried about how to avoid being seen as experienced and how I should conduct myself from here on.