I’m the kind of person who gets really affected by the emotions of those around me, so hearing about things like the suicide of Ueshima from Dacho Club has been really hard for me.

I don’t have the energy to do papa-katsu (compensated dating in Japan) today at 5:30 p.m. If I’m honest about the reason and cancel at the last minute, do you think my papa (a male supporter) will cut me off? We’ve known each other for a year. He’s a fairly standard pay-per-meeting papa who gives me 100,000 yen each time, once a month.