Should I stop aiming so high?

Don’t resent others—everyone has their own path, and you have yours! With that in mind, let’s aim high and stay true to our goals.

There’s nothing wrong with that. What’s wrong with feeling envious? And why compare yourself to those celebrities? Everyone is different, and that’s what makes each person wonderful. If it’s making you feel miserable, why not try studying something? Just because you’ve been seeing a psychiatrist doesn’t mean you can’t learn, right? Take it one step at a time. Try starting with something you feel you can do. But you should probably quit papa-katsu (compensated dating in Japan). It seems like it would only make you feel worse.